I filmed this while I was filming live on twitch.. trying some new things out.. if you have a twitch account please drop a follow on my twitch
I am very much inspired by this new Lady Gaga era. I watched the Stupid Love music video and I instantly thought of an eye look, and this is it. This was super fun to film, it came so naturally because of that fact that I am super inspired by gaga.. she’s my idol ovi. ((when I was editing this video the new rain on me video came out and omg yassss gaga and ari))
MAC Prep & Prime
MAC Studio Fix Fluid
MAC Strobe Cream
MAC Studio Fix Concealer
Morphe Loose Powder
Too Faced Milk Chocolate Bronzer
ABH Brow Powder
Jeffree Star x Shane Dawson Conspiracy Palette
Morphe x Jaclyn Hill II Palette
Morphe x Jeffree Star Palette
Kylie Cosmetic Liquid Lip in Okurr
Fenty Beauty Gloss Bomb in Pretty Please
I can’t wait to get back to filming this week! I’m going to be playing with many different filming and editing styles and see what one sticks.
Well, I guess now is the best time to return to my website.
What has everyone been doing during this quarantine, I guess in my case I should ask what everyone been doing in the past two plus years that I have been away from my website? Most recently I graduated from college in August 2019 and I have been searching for a job ever since then (and unfortunately have not found anything yet.. and now because of coronavirus i’m probably not going to find anything anytime soon).
BUT…. now being in quarantine I have had a lot of time to basically regroup my entire life. It has given me a lot of time to reflect on the good and the bad of the last few years. I have done A LOT of arts and crafts to calm my mind, for example.. painting, stitching, coloring, knitting. I have also done a lot of cleaning and organizing to refresh my mind. And last journaling.. that has helped me so much to clear my mind, getting my thoughts on paper and out of my head is like the best thing for me during this quarantine. (and a lot of time playing animal crossing but we are not going to talk about that… haha)
So, where do I go from here? I am writing this for the world to see to hold me accountable. I no longer want to abandon my blog and my youtube because they both make me so happy. I call 2015/2016 “my prime” because that is when I started my blog and youtube and I was so very happy then. I lost myself, and it took some time but now I am ready to come back to “my prime” again. Slow and steady wins the race, right?